–AaArRrGgGgHhh,,,,–

So we talked all night about the rest of our lives/

where we’re gonna be when we turn 25/

I keep on thinking times will never change/

keep on thinking things will always be the same/

but when we leave this year we won’t be coming back/

no more hanging out cause we’re on a different track/

and if you got something that you need to say/

you better say it right now cause you don’t have another day/

cause we’re moving on and we can’t slow down/

these memories are playing like a without sound/

I keep thinking of that night in June/

didn’t know much of love nut it came too soon/

and there was me and you and when we got real blue/

we’d stay at home talking on the telephone/

we’d get so excited and we’d get so scared/

laughing at ourselves thinking life’s not fair/

and this is how it feels…/ as we go on, we remember/

all the times we, had together/

and as our lives change/

come whatever/

we will still be friends forever/

so if we get the big jobs and we make the big money/

when we look back at now will our jokes still be funny?/

will we still remember everything we learned in school/ s

till be trying to break every single rule?/

will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?/

will heather find a job that won’t interfere with her tan?/

I keep- I keep thinking that it’s not goodbye/

keep on thinking it’s our time to fly/

will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?/ can we survive it out there/

can we make it somehow?/

I guess I thought this would never end/

and suddenly it’s like we’re women and men/

will the past be a shadow that will follow us around/

will these memories fade when I leave this town?/

I keep- keep thinking that it’s not goodbye/

keep on thinking it’s our time to fly/

[for my best friends,,,wherever u are,,,,]

…………..

bingung,,,,,

pulang ga ya???

pulang

ga pulang

pulang

ga pulang

ke Lampung?

ke Surabaya??

ke Lampung??

ke Surabaya???

????

[aku mencoba memikirkan]

pergilah….

dan enyahkan cerita vanillaku itu!!!

[aku mencoba merencana]

tunggu….

kembalikan

tolong….

dan bungkus kembali cerita vanillaku itu

aku ingin dia dalam wadah yang kumau

lapisannya biarkan dari tirai emas

yang bukan dijahit dari mesin keras

tapi dicaplok dari kerlipan sayap cinta bidadari

tutupnya dari jeruji saja

biar tidak ada mata yang merobek cerita vanillaku itu

ikatannya jangan terlalu rapat dan kencang, teman

biarkan itu bisa bernapas lega di dalamnya

karena napasnya amat sangat berharga dalam rentetan detik umurku, kawan!

[aku mencoba mengenali]

vanillaku akan kubungkus dengan tempat terindah

kadang akan kubiarkan dia hancur

biarkan saja dia terperosok jatuh dalam jurang di dunia ‘hantu Toxidione’

mungkin dia akan mati digigit dan dililit serangga berkaki delapan yang tubuhnya panjang seperti ular

atau mungkin dia akan berkelana dengan putri ‘Doline’ mencari jati dirinya

atau di tempat itu,,,,

vanillaku akan selalu tidur beratus lamanya

tidak akan terganggu dengan cerita dongeng lain

bahkan dia tidak akan tahu berada dimana dirinya

yang aku tahu,,,,

dia sekarang sudah berada di ceritaku kali ini….

entah dia tahu atau tidak…..

=)

i dont know what happened with me….

i just wanna express my feelin’

for my vanilla……